#I love some yearning
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calling my lover "mine" but not in the way that my toothbrush or notebook are mine, mine in the way my neighborhood is mine, and also everybody else's, "mine" like mine to tend to, mine to care for, mine to love. "mine" not like possession but devotion.
#nonbinary love#nblnb yearning#nb4nb#nblnb#wholesomeposting#yearning hours#ive been thinking about how some languages dont have a possessive tense#so you dont say āi have a thingā but rather āa thing is by meā#and like im not usually one for psycho linguistics and like critical thoughts etc etc etc#but i really like the framework of responsibility/commitment rather than ownership#i think about this mostly in terms of ecology#and relation to land#but i also love it as it applies to language shared between lovers#like i LOVE calling them mine or for them to call me theirs#but i'm also nonmonog and that was kinda weird to square for a while#and it clicked one time when i was talking about my neighborhood and i was like well#when i say my neighborhood or my city it's understood i'm not taking it away from anybody else#its understood i just mean the city where i live#so why cant we apply the same to lovers?#mine in the way i want to show up for you again and again#ok#done now
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Happy one year anniversary to In Stars and Time!
#ISAT#in stars and time#siffrin#loop#I truly mean it when I say that this was the best game I have played since Disco Elysium.#It pulls off some of the best examples of Ludonarritive Harmony in a video game...possibly ever?#Not to mention just...wow. What a great story. What a tale of twists and introspection. What a tale about the need for home and connection#I know many of you have trusted me before with media recommendations. Trust me one more time.#Do you want to experience the torment of being in a timeloop? And *still* have fun and feel like your time is being respected?#PLAY IN STARS AND TIME!#Do you yearn for complex characters and love unravelling mysteries? PLAY IN STARS AND TIME!!!!#Please heed the content warnings; I took them a little too lightly on my playthrough! They are there for a reason! Don't be like me!#This game means a lot to me and so many others. On the small chance the dev sees this (they are on tumblr after all):#Thank you so much for all your hard work in creating this game and seeing the project through.#It has been a year for us fans but many years for you. So thank you!#I hope it has been a joyful year for you! Watching as people descend into shrieks of agony from playing your game.#It's good! It made me vomit blood. I had so much fun! I felt like I was torturing the protagonist when I played it. I loved it! I cried.
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unconditionally
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiita#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#megumi#yuuji#im shaky and numb the way this took years off my life#genuinely cannot believe i thought it was smart to make it a comic i could have stuck at a painting and it would have been fine#but nooooooo in my hubris i thought Surely im an expert at this longform stuff now Surely i can do it :)#and then it killed me it killed me dead this is like over twice as long as the train comic and 4 times as detailed#backgrounds . angles. i yearn fr death.#AND I HAD 2 WRITE THEM ACTUALLY TALKING GGSDH i am actually so insecure abt the way the dialogue flows gomen....#i wanted to add more to it to fix how clipped and rushed i think it reads#but that would mean drawing more expressions would mean drawing more panels would mean more gd hyDRANGEAS#so ultimately i decided 2 have the conversation take the hit because let me tell u.#if i have to draw. one more blue petal i will snap i will lose it#i knew tht would happen n wanted to alleviate some of the pain so i found a few brushes that helped speed up the process#but the thing w a lot of premade flower brushes is they also come preshaded n look uniform in a way that stands out badly against my style#so i had 2 render over them anyway........#yuuji's domain rly putting me through the wringer first the train station now death by a bajillion petals smh#all that to say tho . my labour of love . i am going to take a nap#hina.comic
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I need to be in a miniskirt and tights walking around in a botanical garden for research with a clipboard and messy hair please thank you
#lgbt#lgbtq#lgbtqia#queer#transfem#trans#transgender#lesbian#sapphic#yearning#botany#plants#I wanna take care of plants for the rest of my life instead of infront of a computer#Reading hdg kinda pushed the idea into my head but it has stayed for some time now#like I actually want to study biology and botany now#I love plants
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ovulation horny makes me want to do unspeakable things šµāš«
#lesbian#les.rambles#wlw blog#so close to just asking some girl if she wants to hook up#not gonna do it tho i know myself#wlw#sapphic nsft#lesbian yearning#girls who like girls#wlw yearning#wlw nsft#wlw community#wlw post#sapphic yearning#femme lesbian#femme 4 masc#butch bait#femme nsft#wlw love#lesbian nsft#femme 4 all#femme 4 butch#bd/sm kink#praise k!nk#free use slvt#cnc free use#wlw ns/fw#men dni#minors dni
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YOUR FNAF3 PHONE DUDE DESIGN IS SO PERFECT!
IM GLAD YALL LIKED PHONE DUDEāS DESIGN! š
#ask reply#I was nervous originally on sharing his design#Just cause phone dude has like no real decided design#outside of similar vibes like skater stoner surfer vibes#SO IM REALLY GLAD YALL LIKE HIM!#I actually didnāt expect yall to start to yearn for him š#BUT I DO NOT JUDGE#I understand I accept#Iām just glad yall like him BAHAH#weāll see if I draw him again anytime soon!#phone dude deserves some love šš
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āThis is your only chance, Ai'Mook.ā
CHANYA AMARITĀ asĀ VIVIĀ andĀ AYA ORAPANĀ asĀ KAIMOOK episode 8Ā ofĀ LOVE SEA
#chanya amarit#aya orapan#love sea#love sea the series#vimook#vivi x mook#thai bl#wlw#loveseaedit#asianlgbtqdramas#th: love sea#girls love#thai gl#asian gl#bibi gifs#i have three versions of this same take#i used lossy for the first time in one of these#and also listen i see people are not pleased about the development of vimook tbh kind of wish their problems were resolved sooner#HOWEVER#this is by not even 20% as toxic as most bls couples#and people love a toxic bl pairing but suddenly bc it's two women some people can't handle that#mook deserves better? she does#i want vi to talk her feelings out? YES and she probably will if my hunch is right#but wanting a sunshine and rainbows couple just bc they are wlw is boring i want the yearning and the suffering it's what makes it fun#it's the best part actually
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sirius is soo silly for believing remus is the traitor and still loving him so much, not leaving him or telling anyone
By likeafunerall, and reposted with permission.
#āi had all and then most of you some and now none of youā#sirius didnāt say āi love youā back :ā(#wearing remusā shirt just so that she could feel close to him#even in her sleep sirius is reaching out to remusā side#hoping just to feel his residual warmth on the bed even though remus hasnāt slept in it for days#only sirius would yearn for someone who she thought was a spy.#wolfstar#remus lupin#sirius black#remus x sirius#remus/sirius#r/s#rlsb#harry potter fanart#likeafunerall#live laf love#stunningly beautiful as always katya š¤
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I just want to fall in love with someone who makes me feel safe like even when weāre angry or sad or upset i just want to know that both of us are still going to be okay
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#today wasā¦.not good#and at one point i had a moment#where i was just unbearably SAD and LONELY because i didnāt have anyone to call or talk to about it#but im still really hopeful it will happen some day#because all i want in this world is to feel secure#and for others to feel secure around me#and for everyone to feel secure around people they love#because itās so painful and scary when you donāt#but one day im going to be warm and happy in someoneās arms and will barely remember this at all#im manifesting it#im completely okay btw things just got a little rough#and in the incredibly stressful and dramatic times i was experiencing my brain STILL had to be gay#im gay and i like sleeping#also yeah i said i wouldnt post after midnight again like two days ago but whatever#im sad and want to yearn on the internet we can make an exception tonight
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Opinion on the epilogue leaks???
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#dawgā¦.#the whole ending since like shigaraki was fully possessed by afo after he talked about how shigaraki never had a choice in anything#Iāve been rationalizing and staying positive and focusing on the things I like#and I was alright with the ending even if it was kind of mid#but the extra chapterā¦ idk.. Iāll wait to actually see the official translations#but I hate that it takes away the ambiguity that 430 gaveā¦#and I hate that it just makes bakugou kind of look miserable at the end? like getting rejected and shit ??#idk thatās such a malancholic tone to end things on for his character#and honestly for izuku too and his relationship with katsuki I donāt even care about the ship atp#I just think thatās such a weird tone for their relationship even if uraraka and deku hit it off or whatever#like katsuki should still be important to him? why does he look like hes yearning as deku walks away wtffff#anywaysā¦ I donāt think the extra chapters should have been plot heavy the story was wrapped up#some little sidequests and deku testing out the tech suit and maybe ua shenanigans were what I was hoping for#and now Iām bummed out a bit lol#and I hate that I am because I really do want to like the story and enjoy the end because I love the series a lot#but I canāt help but feel disappointed and Iāve Been feeling disappointed#ask#mha manga spoilers
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cuz character sheets are my favey and iām rly excited for s2 ā¼ļøš¤š¤š„š«¦
#caitvi#arctober#obsessed with Viās ārhea ripley era#i canāt get over how vi is back in her prison mentality#sheās sleeping in those bandages her poor ribs#it makes sense from a storytelling perspective - she doesnāt care and is grieving/ punishing herself#bind safely kids š#i drew her hallucinating her cupcake in the ring cuz i love me some good old fashioned angsty yearning#arcane s2#iām so ready to be all the way fucked up by this shooowwwww
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Lan Wangji Goes To Lotus Pier AU: Part 3: Enveloping Feelings.
(Part 1, Part 2, Part 4)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#Yungmeng Jiang training arc AU#I wanted to try out a different paneling style for this one - sorry I'm a day late! (there will still be a post tomorrow to keep on track)#The original 3 panel comic idea was fine but the point of this new schedule was to take time to push myself a bit more.#I was taking a look back through some comic artists I felt inspired by#and I really loved how Lynda Barry fills her gutters with patterns and doodles!#Obviously I'm not going as absolutely wild with it as she does but it was a great exercise!#I truly think the gutters are the most important and most overlooked part of any comic. There's lots going on in that space.#It's the same with timeskips. The implied movement between moments that we don't see changes depending on how wide that gap is#You're here for the funny tags so here's some that ties this time talk together:#I think LWJ was thinking about that second note from day 2 but it took him 7 days of hazing to commit it to paper.#I think he sends it a day later and immediately regrets it. Chasing down the messenger and everything.#You know if something actually happened to his brother he would never ever forgive himself for putting the bad vibes out there.#Third time skip was the hardest because there was so many possible flavours of jokes here. Day 8/9 was a personal favourite.#day 14 was also funny (week by week). I think the debate on 'how long does lwj take to catch feelings' is more or less:#'how long does it take for him to arrive at a particular stage of grief and yearning (and awareness of it all)#This is a symphony. There is an act by act structure. Every day he is fighting to keep his old sensibilities. He is losing so badly.#(I'll be returning to the main comic soon but there is more of this AU to come!)
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your body is my coffin (pls do not edit/repost my art w/o permission)
#identityv#idv#aesvic#aesop carl#victor grantz#i do love me some soft awkward yearning romance in my asymmetrical horror killing game
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orpheus and thanatos š
#persona 3#ryomina#ryoji mochizuki#minato arisato#makoto yuki#lizzy does art#HIII EVERYONE :3 happy halloween.... (has been working on this for four weeks off and on)#i've always yearned to see art of ryoji and minato based on thanatos and orpheus!!!#i know that ryoji can be likened to being the eurydice figure which i agree with but I HAVE BEEN THINKING SO HARD ABT THEM LIKE THIS OK.#it was nice to give drawing something more ambitious (for my standards) an earnest try again! i love working with lineless and lighting#and working on this has inspired me to HOPEFULLY start doing some studies of sorts! i want to learn so many things...#all so that i can make ryomina as epic as possible...#also LET ME TELL YOU that thanatos coffins are making me realize i seriously need to do drawabox or something.#trying to put them in perspective is hard... but im pretty happy with what i made!!!#also can i just say i love how shapely orpheus is?? i love orpheus joints etc etc its so nice. very fresh#sighs longingly. i love them very much they make me want to do better at things. i hope everyone has a wonderful week ahead! š#very excited to see what people do for ryomina week (<- they haven't made anything 4 it yet bc Busy... but i'll submit smthn late maybe)
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Machete and Vasco are so pomegranate-and-the-hand-that-slices coded. To me.
Pomegranates are seen as messy, bloody, inconvenient fruits. You slice or tear or bite and in return for your effort you come away underwhelmed, disgusted, and stained too deep to wash. The consumption of a pomegranate is a violent act of defilement, for both the fruit and the eater.
But that is because most do not understand how to open a pomegranate. They have little patience for the precise carving. They see no point in coreing the fruit gently, no reason to be reverent as they pull the quarters apart. When done correctly, opening a pomegranate leaves little mess. Your fingers will still stain, your knife will still slick, but there will be no pool of crimson drowning both you and the fruit.
The seeds are only sweet to those who understand the merit of a light hand and intricate slicing. Why put in so much effort for a food so bitter and clearly armored against consumption? Surely it must not yearn to be eaten.
(^insane about silly catholic dogs)
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#absolutely losing my mind over this#how dare you come to my house and deliver a poignant character analysis cloaked in metaphors and symbolism#I went all day thinking about pomegranates#doing late christmas shopping? pomegranates#glazing ham? pomegranates#watching futurama with siblings? pomegranates#they're still kind of an exotic fruit where I'm from and I only got around to trying one a handful of years ago#some fruits offer themselves readily but pomegranates are hard and resistant and require a bit more specific handling#I looked up a guide and even then the kitchen counter ended up a murder scene#I've gotten better but I know some people can open them very neatly and I still haven't figured out the right technique#I love you anon I love the fact that you've clearly been rotating my silly catholic dogs in your head#and are able to put your thoughts into words with such marvelous grace and eloquence#surely it must not yearn to be eaten UNFATHOMABLE#answered#anonymous#gift art#Vasco#Machete#pomegranates are canonically one of Machete's motifs/symbols but I never thought of them from this angle#at least not this extensively
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i. note ā i have so many thoughts about akademiya era dottore. most of them are silly and fun and cute i promise but some of them are..... Nothing like that. help me i need to Ruin Him. ong when i get my hands on himā¦ā¦ā¦ ii. includes ā akademiya!dottore (zandik), gn reader iii. cw ā i'm literally just rambling so have fun. he's kindof a brat, reader is implied to have more experience. making out, dry humping, outercourse. smut so mdni. no penetration
akademiya!zandik whose social circle is practically nonexistent; if heās not tinkering with machine parts he found in some abandoned ruin then heās nose deep into an old book, trying to absorb knowledge directly through the pages. so, of course itās not a surprise when he doesnāt know how to act normal around people
akademiya!zandik who would be so pent up and so so so sooooo sensitive! he wouldnāt even get himself off ever, choosing to soothe his curiosity about khaenrian machines over his own carnal, lustful needs. even something as simple as a hug gets his blood rushing straight down (much to his frustration!! he's supposed to be a scholar, not some hormonal beast..........)
it would be so easy to rile him up.. be a little too touchy and āobliviousā to how your āplatonicā affection gets to him and BAM now he canāt focus on what heās doing because his heartbeat is just throbbing in his crotch. heāll read the same line five times before he realizes that nothing is getting through his head (and instead something else is getting in his other headā¦ā¦.)
akademiya!zandik who would most definitely be a whiner. when you finally get him to pay attention to you heās all mad n whatever, weakly scolding you for even daring to interrupt his studies. but as he swivels his chair around to face you, he sees you standing over him, looking down at his cute scowl, n he feels his cock jump at the sight. you looked almost angelic, the overhead lighting creating a makeshift halo around your headā¦
zandik who interrupts his own rambling just to look at you. or, uh, to gawk at you. while you peer down at theā¦.. effect you have on him
you step forward and raise your leg to place your knee between his thighs on his chair, and bend down to get closer to his face. his breath hitches and he swallows thickly all while holding your gazeā at this point he might as well have hearts in his eyes. but heās still scowling n his brows are all furrowedā¦. wonder when and how heāll finally lose that tension in his face. hmmmmā¦ā¦..
even just a kiss on the cheek would fluster him, because of course it would! but what about a kiss on the lips? what about a messy french kiss, filled with tongue and teeth clashing clumsily as you absolutely devour him while all he can do is moan into your mouth and shut his eyes to prevent them from rolling back into his skull?
poor baby would be struggling to breathe, fingers tangling themselves into your uniform in a poor attempt to let you know he wants to tap out. you get what heās trying to do, of course, but why not push him to his limits? tease him a little? his muffled moans feel like music to your ears and you want to hear the entire symphony
but when you finally pull away, a lewd string of saliva connecting your tongues, poor zandik canāt help the moan that leaves his bruised lips. he pulls you in again, chest heaving up and down to catch his breath, n tries to go for another kiss. you let him pull you in but you donāt return the kiss, instead choosing to keep your lips shut tightly as he whines and huffs out elaborate curses to try to make you indulge him
and indulge him you will when he learns how to beg for what he wants. to your surprise he learns fairly quicklyā even if heās a little bad at it. but itās charming!! ājust fucking kiss me again goddamnitā, āi wanna kiss you again. let me kiss youā, and your favourite, āpā¦ please?ā
it's right then that you make it your lifeās mission, your purpose to make him stutter like that every single day.
and itās almost cathartic when you touch him, even if your clothes are still in the way. still balancing yourself on the chair (and also pinning him to it in turn, hehe) you bump your knee against his erection, a breathy moan blessing your ears from zandik himself. his grip on your top is so tight you think he might even rip it, god knows the last time he trimmed his nails
zandik who would grind himself on your knee without even realizing what heās doing, all the while you coo in his ears about what a good job heās doing, what a good boy he is.
zandik who would yearn for more, who would weakly cuss you out when you refuse to let him fuck you.
zandik who, even with his enormous ego, would still follow you around like a lost puppy, begging you to teach him everything you know
#obligatory disclaimer im a big believer that most students in the akdemiya are in their early twenties lol#bc do u see ppl writing such complicated and well thought out thesises for high school. even for college thatās unusual#ābut cat some colleges-ā i refuse to hear it. 20 yr old clumsy awkward nerdy virgin zandik i love you#ANYWAYS MOVING ON#skinny tall boyloser zandik how i YEARN for you!!!!!!#ill write actual fics soon i promise i just need to get the worms out#need to rattle my brain around my skull to evict them#genshin x reader#genshin impact x reader#genshin impact smut#genshin smut#genshin x reader smut#dottore x reader#il dottore x reader#il dottore x you#dottore x you#dottore x y/n#il dottore x y/n#il dottore x gn reader#dottore x gn reader#mdni#18+ mdni#cw smut
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